Party with Nicole

oh by the way

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 18:26:19 GMT

I just want to add even though my night was interesting and the next day sucked because I don't know what happened, that at least I got a free meal and got to see cute cadets that I didn't know, so at least the whole thing isn't a total bummer. And it wouldn't have been that way if the guy hadn't done a 180 on me. Then it would have just been an interesting night w/ some fun moments, now its just depressing to think about. Ok, just a 10 mintue update.

Dating is stupid!

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 18:07:18 GMT

Ok, so I know I don't write in this anymore and I know no one really reads it, but I really need to vent so that is why I'm writing it. I would just vent on myspace, but the person I want to vent about is on myspace, even though he deleted me as his friend and maybe blocked me as well, or he just deleted his profile all together, I don't really know. Anyways here's my story about this Saturday. I got invited to go to the Air Force Academy's Valentine's Day Ball (yes they use the term ball). So I didn't really know the cadet who invited me we've just been talking on AIM a lot. And we seemed really interested in me and when I was having a hard day he was there to listen to me, and it was all good, and he really wanted to get together so invited me to this ball, so I went home this weekend just for that. Well, we met at a basketball game earlier in the day and I was going to met his sister too who had a date for the ball as well, and we were all going to have dinner together. Well, the sister gets there at half time and it turns out that this girl isn't really his sister, he just refers to her as his sister, she's actually the little sister of his ex-girlfriend. Well I could tell the two of them were really close, and that was cool, I had no problems w/ that. Now I didn't really talk that much at the game because I was beign my shy self and I was watching the game, but then later we went out to dinner. Where, by the way, the waitress was really intent on serving us alcohol, I mean would she have carded us if we had ordered it? I don't know. Anyways through dinner it was pretty much my date and his "sister" talking I didn't say much, nor did her date or this other girl. Whateve, that was fine. I think my date and I had our longest conversation in my car on the way to the dance. But anyways, we got there to the dance and I danced a couple slow dances w/ my date (which by the way I'm not very good at slow). But I never fast danced w/ my date. He either danced w/ his "sister" because her date would only slow dance because he didn't really dance, or he just did goof dances w/ his fellow cadets and all us girls laughed at them. Those were pretty funny, but I was kinda just left standing next to the "sisters" date a lot, because me date was off w/ her. I mean I was his date, he could have at least danced w/ both of us right? I mean he can do both right? Anyways, the funny thing is at one point we switched dance partners on a slow song and I danced w/ the "sister's " date (who was way cute by the way, my date really wasn't) and that dance was easier for me because neither one of us was very good and so we kept it simple. So, the night ends, and my date walks me to the car, opens the door (he was gentleman all night w/ door opening and putting my coat on and all) gives me a hug and says we should hang out sometime when his "sister" isn't w/ us. And I was like yeah it was nice of u to invite me, lalala. So, the next morning I get on myspace and notice that I'm short on friends so I wanted to know who deleted me, and it was this cadet guy. He deleted me betwen Saturday afternoon before we met and Sunday afternoon. And I was like what? Was I that bad of a date, I mean how was I suppose to jump into the conversation and everything when he was in this other world w/ this other girl? And he's being all nice all night and saying we'll hang out later. Why would you say that if u didn't mean it, just be like it was nice that u came tonight, have a good trip back to school, the end. So I'm wondering if he just really didn't like me after the night even though he kept telling me online nothing could make him not like me, blah, blah, blah. Or if he talked to his "sister" and she made him change his mind and all, because she wants him all for herself. Which is fine, maybe they should just admit that they like each other or something, I don't know. Anyways, yesterday evening he imed me and asked me if I got back safely and stuff and we talked for a couple minutes, and he said he didn't get up til 2 p.m., which means he deleted me before dinner or right after the dance. Then later that night I imed him to see if he was watching Grey's Anatomy cuz I thought we could talk about that and then I could see what was up w/ him so I coud understand what was going on, because I really don't like knowing why he did this. But he just replied w/ heck yeah and I said I was watching it too and then he put an away message up, so I was like, fine don't talk to me jerk, well that's what I said in my head at least. So, its just irking my because I don't know whats going on. I even facebooked him once to see if he was on it and he was, but I never asked to be his friend or mention facebook or anything, and when I looked yesterday to see if he was still on it he wasn't. So I muct either be blocked on that too or he deleted that account as well. So I just don't get it, I mean I wasn't the one who instigated this whole thing, I mean shouldn't I be the one to be blocking and stuff if I wasn't interested, I mean I didn't do the asking or anything. So its just annoying me because I don't know whats up and I just want to know why he just rejected me like that, I mean all we were was friends, so why? AHHHHHH!!!! I hate dating, it's a pain, either I'm not intersted and I have to tell the poor guy that all I want is to be friends and then he's not interested anymore or then the guy rejects me for whatever reason and then I feel like there is something wrong w/ me when there isn't. Its just soooo dumb. WHy can't my dream guy just appear on my doorstep and then we live happily ever after and I don't have to deal w/ feeling like crap about a guy I didn't even like. Its all just so stupid and I get depressed and focus on this fact that I feel like I'm lacking something when I just need to focus on school, which is enough stress for me as it is, not need to be stressing over stupid guys. Okay, I think I'm done now w/ my ranting. Life sucks, I need it to be spring break, or at least my birthday.

I hate Calculus

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 00:22:49 GMT

This journal entry is dedicated to my extreme hatred of calc--the subject I loathe the most. The subject that fries my brain and kills all the good brain cells. The subject that makes me cringe and causes me to throw my hw across the room. The subject that...ok thats enough. Anyways I got a C on my calc exam yesterday and it made me really sad cuz I thought I got a B on it. I knew I didn't get an A, but a C. I just wanted to do well in that class, so I hope my two A's on the other tests will allow me to get a B+ in the long run after my final. AHHHHHH... I hate stressing about this stupid class. I should have taken college algebra, what was I thinking. Ok, I think I'll move on from this stupid subject and on to more enjoyable things, which are really nothing. Not much has happen to me this week. I woke up feeling ill this morning and didn't go to my anthro class, which was very bad of me, but I just got a 95 on the last test so I figured that I must get that stuff, now if only I did that in calc. Everythings been getting to me lately and I was just getting over my stress and I know it is going to come back, especially with this research paper I have to write. I just need the end of the semester to come. I picked out my classes for next semeser so I hope I can get in those classes, I'll have 6 classes instead of 4, but its just an extra credit hour than this semester, 16 vs my 15 now. The classes I want to take are intro to sociology, general astronomy,intro to international relations (poli sci class), beginning ballet, judiams/christianity/islam (religious studies), honors western civ 2 (european history). So I'm excited about that schedule, no more math or stupid freshman writing classes, thank God. And I'll have a class for my major, which is good. Anyways, if anybodies wants to tell me what they want for x-mas u can, since I'll be shopping the day after thanksgiving. I'm taking my grandma out and I hope she doesn't mind long hours of shopping because then I might have to find somebody else to go w/ me. Maybe Dy will go w/ me and help me pick out things. Don't know. Well, I'm going to go try to remember how to do reimann sums since my teacher didn't explain it yet, but the homework can't be due tomorrow if he hasn't gone over it, so I should be ok, but that means two assignments to do this weekend and I am going home and I don't wanna do them. Stupid calc!

CU is winning!!!!

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 23:26:52 GMT

CU is winning the football game yeah!!! Now when they have to play Texas again they better get their act together or I will be very disappointed. So Shawna and I decided to start a myspace account on like Thursday and I think I must have clicked on dating and freinships or something I don't know I wasn't paying attention. And I have had two guys message me and wonder about me and its weird cuz is not like I get that in real life and the stranger part is that they r both 23, one is here at CU and another is in Denver, plus I have some guy friend who lives up. Its kinda wierd and extremely funny. Oh my goodness, I locked myself out of my room after I woke up from my nap today and had to go gt a temp card key, and I couldn't remember my id number or my birthday the guy probably thought I was drunk at 2 o'clock in the after noon, but I just had a sleepy brain still, I just wasn't prepared to say my id # out loud, I have never had to do that. Anywho, I saw the Legend of Zorro last night, it was good, I almost had to see Saw 2, which would have scared me to death, so I am glad I didn't have to do that. Very close. Well I gotta go take shower since I just went to the gym.

Question

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:50:16 GMT

I have a question for everyone. How does both Rent and Harry Potter have the same rating? Why r they both PG-13, that makes no sense. Well I just had to pose that question on everyone. Thats it for this entry.

Happy Halloween

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 00:40:33 GMT

So I started my job yesterday. I'm working for this phonathon thing for school were I call alumni and pretty much ask for money. And I'll tell ya I'm not too good at it. I stumbled through my first call and it went really bad, but I did get one pledge out of the 4 calls that actually went through, so I guess thats cool. Mainly its just really lucky. I don't know if I will be able to do this job. I'm going to stay for the semester and see how it goes for me, but if I can't get into a comfortable routine I don't know if I will stay, but at least I'll have money for x-mas. Ok, so today is halloween, obviously, and people like to dress up. And my calc teacher dressed up as an angelic bottle of vodka. Yeah his last name is angel so he read absolute angel (absolute vodka). Yeah it was really funny and these people were taking pictures of him. I also saw some hogwarts students today. But the freakest was when I looked up and that Jack guy from the Nightmare Before Chirstmas was in front of me and it was really freaky, because I was like when did i fall into a Tim Burton film. HIs costume was really well done and it just creeped me out. But whatever. I would just like to inform everyone that I hate calc and that absolute maxs and mins are stupid and should never have been invented. Oooo, funny story. Our fav english teacher ever thinks that I am smarter than my brother. She told my parents at his conferences that he just doesn't get it like I did. Hello..... I got a freakin 3 on the AP exam and never got above a 7 on her essays and my brother has gotten two 8's already. What is this teacher on. Oh, Mrs. M how we love you, not! Yeah, people are pulling their kids out of the class, what a surprise. That teacher is one interesting person. Oh, but good news I learned that my oh so wonderful spanish teacher from last year never got rehired. Doherty actually made a smart choice, I can't believe it. I hate that man, I hope he went back to Spain. I'm such a mice person. So, I am still trying to get over this cold but I hate medicine and so I haven't. Oh, and if anyone has advice on how I can talk my mom into letting me go to semester at sea that would be really appreciated. I mean a study abroad experience is a one in a life time kind of thing and I can't get her to say yes. She thinks I will be kidnapped and sold into white slavery. The lady is insane. Well I should do some reading before I go to dinner.

Being Sick Sucks!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 20:35:27 GMT

Yeah I woke up this morning w/ a sore throat and it sucks, but that must have been why I have had a killer neck ache for the past two days. Its a good thing I don't have menigitis, that would suck even more. And would just add to my oh so wonderful friday night. I am so pissed at myself for being such an idiot, and I'm pissed at someone else cause it would have never happened if he hadn't opened the dang door. Anyways I'm not going to go into anymore details except I have learned my lesson and if u wanna know what happen just ask me personally and then when u find out and u can then disown me as your friend. But thanks for listening to me Eric about it! Thats if u read this ever again. I am so suppose to be writing an essay right now, a really sucky essay that I need to fix or will fail for a feel like crap and slept til 11 this morning and then went target got to much heavy stop and kept dropping my bags. I am such a retard I can't even explain in. Oh, so yesterday I went to Pearl Street w/ my family cuz it was family weekend up here and I went to this store called Where the Buffalo Roam and bought a CU hat, anyways I was paying for it and the cashier guy offers me a mint and I said no and then I looked down at the mint and it was in the shape of a penis. A mint in the shape of--yeah, ewww. And my mom was standing right behind me, anyways, I don't think my mom noticed the shape until I told her but she was like was he just offering u a mint or hitting on u and I said I don't wanna know what he was doing because the mint was not something I wanted in my mouth. The crazy disturbing things people think of. Oh, I juat joined the facebook group "Ram This" so Kelly if u wanna know what that shirt looked like that I told u about its on that group site and it is a little more than a told u. Didn't quite grasp the sexually connotation it had until I actually looked at the pic on the shirt. Well I'm kinda hungry since I didn't eat much at brunch, I mean who serves eggs and mash potatoes together, thats like breakfast and dinner, there was nothing in between there. Anywhos, time for school work so I don't fail, not like I am failing now but I need to get a 3.6, and I need to stop freaking out about everything. But I can't, thats me.

What PG-13?

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:19:01 GMT

I have a problem. And the problem is I just saw a preview for Rent on t.v and guess what the rating was? PG-13! How in the world did they do that? Dude my cd should have a parental advisor on it, Rent is not a pg-13 movie, they must have cut out 1/2 of the play. How dare they! That must mean they took out one of my fav songs, which saddens me and angers me, and makes me take time out of watching One Tree Hill to write this. I can't believe it! But I still love Roger, and thats ok. My life will go on, even if other things are happening to others that I can't talk about. Today has been a day of shocks, let me tell you.

Back to School

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 15:03:50 GMT

A four day weekend is really not enough time for a break, now I have to go back to school and I don't wanna. Boohoo. So on Wednesday night Shawna and I went to Cowboys and that was an interesting night. First we didn't have an 8 ball to play pool, since there was 3 of us playing and we didn't know how the rules went w/ three we were like oh well, do we really need an 8 ball, No. But the guys playing pool next to us decided we did and were searching for the ball, which of course we already did. Then Mister super tight pants bumped the table and out came the 8 ball, so we started r game and ignored the guys, cuz Shawna and I do that real well. Then at one point the guys wanted to flirt w/ these girls at the table below the pool area and over shot the ball so it landed at them, and I laughed at their stupidity, guys r so stupid, and I don't think thats why we love them, no I really don't. Then, this guy who Shawna's friend had said was cute earlier, came over and asked us if we thought he was ugly, it was bizarre and again, stupid. So the night goes on and we r sitting down and this guy just sits down w/ us, pretty much stays there all night, unless we try to escape. He tries to get one of us to dance, but he is ugly and I don't wanna, and Shawna notice before I, that he had chewing tobacco in his mouth, eeewwwwwwwwwwww!!!! So, we back out and say we can't dance, and I really can't two-step all that well, so Shawna's friend gets left because she is too nice to say no, she should be more mean like I. Anywho, the night continues and the "ugly" guy from earlier comes back to us because I notice that he had a rose sticking out of the top of his pants and couldn't understand why and was pointing it out to Shawna, which I guess he noticed and came over to us. It was all so weird, so I have decided that life is just weird and I don't know what to do about it. Anyways, I tried to see Kelly this Sunday since she was coming home, but she doesn't like to have her cell on and nobody was home, so I had to come back to school. Well I got to get ready for school, and I have to write too many essays by Wednesday and I don't know what to do about them. AHHHHH!!! No more!

Stupid Elevators and living on the 8th Floor

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 20:29:57 GMT

One of the elevators in my dorm was out yesterday and now the other one is out today and don't even know if the maintence people work on Saturday and it is really annoying that I have to wait forever for the elevator. There are 13 floors plus a basement, thats a lot of dang floors for one little elevator to go to. Stupid, stupid, stupid. So yesterday I wanted to go to the homecoming parade since I can't make the game today, but I missed it because I didn't really have anyone to go w/ ,so I went w/some guys but we had to wait til the Red Sox game was through, which they lost by the way, and that ended 40 mins after the parade started and I guess the parade was only 30 mins long, so I missed it. Oh, well. But Kylin's float lost its 100 balloon's to the sky, all tied together. But it was all okay, because later I got to go see Seussical the Musical, which was awesome by the way, and I greatly enjoyed it. Then I went to sleep and had to wake up at 6:30, 6 1/2 hrs is not good for Nicole, so I slept into 7. I had training for my community partner at 8:30, and didn't leave the dorm til 8:10 and I had to trek up the main street to the bus stop, which is like a 10-15 minutes away, passed the highway, and the bus runs every 1/2 hr on Saturday, so I was 25 mins late to the thing, and very tired. Not good, but oh well. So I rented a movie to watch and laze around today and then I'll watch my homecoming game in my room, hopefully its on tv.

Oh yeah

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 04:13:35 GMT

Oh I fotgot to add that I am a dork and today when I saw the band practicing I kinda missed it and wanted to play my sax. How lame is that, but I don't miss it enough to join again, that I do know. But I thought i just add that for Kelly.

Hot Chocolate Rules!!!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 04:11:33 GMT

Ahhhhhhh!!!! I still have not found out the grade on my exam for trash, I have to wait til Friday. So I get to freak til then, and then I get to freak afterwards about how to bring my grade up because I really need to get a 3.6 to go to law school. This is what I have found out. Also, my calc test only took me 30 mins today even though we have 90 mins to take it. Isn't that weird that it only took me that short of time? I hope I did well on it, I should find out tomorrow. Today was long and well, just long I have just got back to my dorm about 30 mins ago I haven't been here since 10:30 this morning. And my roomie left me a note on our dry erase bored that her day has been crappy because she hasn't seen my smiling face at all today. Isn't that nice. I lucked out w/ a good roomate. Oh my goodness, Payton on One Tree Hill is adopted, this is what I just figured out. I love Tree Hill, while everbody else is obbsessed w/ the OC, I will be obsessed w/ Tree Hill, cuz I am cooler than they are, duh. Ok, I really need to stop eating this trail mix, its late at night, especially since I just had some popcorn. I have no clue why I'm so hungry tonight, oh no I'm going to get fat! It will be the end of the world and then I'll be taxed cuz I am fat. Heehee, no one knows what I am talking about, but I doubt I'll even get the freshman 15. So today was a good facebook day, two people wrote on my wall, which no one ever does, and somebody asked to be my friend. I have no clue who he is, but it went to doherty it looks like 3 years ago or so. So I don't know why he asked to be my friend cuz I don't remember a Paul when I was a fresh at HS. And he wasn't friends w/ other people that I know from doherty, or anyone, so I am really confused why he wanted to be my friend, other than the fact that I am just a stellar coolness. That was written weird, anways, I'm done w/ this for now. Love to all.

Colorado Weather Sucks

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:19:54 GMT

I would just like to inform everybody that today was a cold day, but tomorrow is even colder and I am on campus from 11-7. Tomorrow when I leave class it will be like 44 degrees but will feel like 37, and it will reach about a high of 47 that feels like 44, and by the time I leave it will be one degree colder than when I headed out in the morning. Doesn't that suck? And I have no gloves, or hats, or coats. I hope my hoodie and little scarf will be enough for the bitter cold that will haunt me tomorrow. I'm so sad.

A Cold Tuesday in October

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 15:38:27 GMT

Ok, I just want to clear something up, for me. I mentioned somebody as a future husband, which is a joke and I just do that because if I just wrote his name, nodody would know who exactly I was talking about, so I just do it for specificity incase somebody thought I was a weirdo. Well, I am kinda of, but not because of that. Anyways, I got a 96 on my anthro test, well actually it was a 95, but somebody can't add and gave me an extra point. I was really happy, at least I won't fail this class. It will make up for the crapiness that is my trash and treasure exam, that I should get back tomorrow. And I will promptly burn it after I get it back, and then cry, except for I have no time to do that cuz I have all my classes tomorrow, and then a calc test after them, so maybe I'll just cry at dinner tomorrow, I don't know. Maybe I just won't overreact because I have no time to do it, which maybe is a good thing, don't have time to dwell in the past. I feel like there was something else I wanted to mention earlier, but I can't remember. Well I need to do some laundry and homework before my meeting w/ the pre-law advisor. Fun, fun, fun for me.

Monday Night Not-Football

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 04:57:24 GMT

That was a dumb title, but what can I say, I'm weird. So Ryan r u reading my online journals? Aren't they super interesting and superbly entertaing, everyone? Of course they r, I write them. Anywho, I thought I write this since my roomie's ex-boyfriend is doing homework in our room for some reason and I can't go to sleep w/ him in the room. But Kelly and I had a really interesting conversation about her future hubby, Notre Dame quarterback, Brady Quinn. Who I affectionatley refer to as Quinn. Anyways I told her that a great conversation starter is to talk about me. What do u think? I know, absolutley the best conversation ever. Can I get any more obbessed about myself. Yes I'm sure I could since I am just joking about all this. But did u guys hear the Matt W got his eyebrow pierced? Wow has that boy changed, but I bet it looks good. Lets see, what other things can I write about. Monday was pretty boring, did learn about the Greek gods today and the TA's did some skits for us, it was really entertaining. Other than that not much, but I'm sure my wednesday will be very exciting, not. I either get a test back or have to take a test on Wed. Its a never ending cycle I swear. I'm really looking forward to fall break. Oh, at the lovely high school I left (ha!) they now get music played to them during passing periods over the intercom. Is that silly or what? Kelly and I decided that we were too cool to get music played to us, and I think we r right. ok, well its almost 11, I know it takes my awhile to write these because I space out. It really doesn't take me 20 minutes to write such a short entry.

Quiet Down, Please!!!

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 05:01:54 GMT

Ok, I really want to go to bed, but people have to be obnoxious and loud out in the hallway, even though quiet time started 46 mins ago. They are driving me insane and I am really sleepy. I even have a headache and I just need it to be quiet so I can sleep. I don't know what else to do why I wait so I'm writing in this. At least I keep people up to date. Kelly has stopped and I don't know what is going on w/ her. I mean you could have talked to your future husband, Mr. Quinn, and I wouldn't know. Anyways, Shawna and I decided to see what Gold Camp Road was this weekend. We didn't see any ghosts, but there is a house up there, and it was kinda creepy to live up there, and I decided psychopathic murder lived there. Wow, do I have a wacked mind. Ok, so I just got an aim from my future husband, ryan, and all it said was pictures, and then had a website, but I was forbidden from the site, and then he signed off w/ out saying anything. And it was really weird and I am now totally confused and need to talk to Dyanna, cuz I don't know whats going on. But if it was a pic of him receiving his wooden heart plaque thing then I need to see it. Anyways, the people really need to stop screaming in the hallway, it had finally got quiet and then they all started to scream again. I really don't like the girls on this floor very much, at least not on this side. I really need to get some friends, then I could spend more time w/ them instead of here w/ the loud stupid girls. Hope they don't read this journal because then they really wouldn't like me. But I am a much nicer person when I'm not cranky and want to go to bed but can't cuz people r rude. Ok, its almost 11 and I want to sleep, I hope they shut up soon. I really wish I had something more interesting to tell. Now it is officially 11 and I can still hear them, but at least they r not screaming. Maybe I shall try for sleep now.

Thursday Cheers

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 15:20:16 GMT

Ok, so I had my Anthropology test this morning, and I think I did really well on it. I'm going to to be really sad if Idon't not get an A. I know I missed some points, but it shouldn't be a lot, but I don't find out til Wednesday, so I guess we'll wait and see. But oh my goodness, it was freezing this morning, I could see my breath. And it is suppose to get up to 76 today, why do I live in this state if the weather is never the same. I really don't want it to be winter yet, but it warms back up this weekend and then another cold front comes in next week. Fluxuating weather is really not for me, expecially when I have to be out in it because of a so called fire. Ok, well I'm going to do some hw now, then maybe I can take a nap this afternoon, that would be nice.

I Hate the Cold!

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:08:22 GMT

Ok, so today was like the coldest day so far this school year.And just to top that off the fire alarm had to go off like 30 mins ago. I was so pissed, because we just had a drill last week and i have a test tomorrow that I was trying to study for. Well then a fire truck comes and the firemen. So its wasn't a drill. But you can never know if there is a fire going on because it already smells like smoke outside from the idoits that r smoking. But obviously something was up so I had to stand out in the cold for like 20 mins, and it sucked. And again I wore slippers, I even thought about flipflops but I stuck the wrong footwear on. However, w/ the slippers my feet stayed home, so I was happy about that. Today has not been a good say. This morning I had a good cry about my classes because I had no clue how to do one of my assignments and the Professor is in London right now and I just feel like I am going to totally fail this class because of last weeks test. and to top that off I have another test in a different class tomorrow, and I have no clue what to expect on it. I'm trying to learn the stuff, but its so all over the place, and driving me insane. I need for it to be the weekend, but then I have to edit my persuasive paper to turn in on MOnday and then I have a calc test next Wednesday, and my life is going to hell. I'm serious, what ever am I going to do. Somebody please help. I wish I had a best friend up here, or a boyfriend, somebody I really could confide in, but I don't. But at least I can still talk to my friends. I really need to see you this weekend Shawna, so if you have to, take a day off from work, cause we know it sucks anyways. Well I got to study now so that I can get some sleep tonight. I do like sleep.

What to do, what to do?

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:57:24 GMT

I really like making up titles for my entry. Once upon a time I was trying to write a story and my fav part of it was coming up w/ titles. My all time fav title is "The Brawl" way exciting. Anyways, I bought Fizzing Whizbees this weekend and they r awesome. Okay, so I spent $4 on Harry Potter pop rocks, but it was worth it. I know I am a loser. Did you know what strawberry in french is "fraise", well now u do. Ok, back to something a little bit more about my day. Well, I went to class and now I am really bored. But I did get a point more on my calc test,so now I have an A on it, yeah for me! However, my roomate broke up w/ her boyfriend today and they broke up in our room and she had a note on the door saying they were talking and give them a few minutes. So I knocked to see if they were done instead of walking into the room, cuz I didn't want to be rude. And she was sad, and I haven't seen her since then so I hope she is ok. I hope her boyfriend is ok too. I just want everyone to be happy, :( . And dinner here sucked tonight and was gross, I am glad that I can have salads, but dessert was ok so that was good. Oh, and the Wizard in Wicked sounds like Kermit the frog. I just have to tell you that. Does anyone agree w/ me? I swear he does, especially in that Wonderful song. Anywho, I need to get some hw done cuz I have an essay due on wed on I only have a page written on it.

A little Extra

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 23:56:10 GMT

I would just like to inform you that people love my Rent wallpaper on my desktop. Just another one of the nifty things that I have. And I spent way to much money at Target today, I'm glad my parents will pay me back for some of it. But I think that I should really find a job now, so that I have a little more to spend come christmas, or everyone gets cheap presents. But at least they get something. Oh well. Oh, and I am waiting for my romance life to blossom. My fortune is so not coming true. what am I going to do about this? Well it won't be wearing lingerie out in public. Yes, I know u wondering, people do this? And the answer is yes, I witnessed it on Friday night. Some girls are just courageous and trashy at the same time, but not I. Okay, well I'm going to go try to write some essays now, will see if I feel like it.

Sleepy Saturday

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 23:44:24 GMT

Ok, so I just woke up from I nap because I didn't get any sleep last night and I am still very out of it so I have no clue if this journal entry will make any sense. However, I have some interesting things to tell so u better read it anyways. Last night I learned that people love my light-em-up flip-flops, especially drunk people, and they come in so handy in the dark when u can't see anything. I love my shoes so much, they were so worth the 5 bucks that they cost. I also have to bo get a new student id, because supposedly numbers below a certain number are going to be deactived in the beginning of October, and i fall under that range. My question to that is why r they just informing me, why didn't they get me a new id before school started if they were messed up, they knew about this problem at the beginning because returning students had to get a new id. This is so stupid and getting on my nerves because I don't know where the building to get the id is located. Stupid, stupid people. I had to go down to Denver today for an assignment and there was a rally outside near the museum I had to go to for my assignment. Well the first thing I saw there at the rally was a blow-up jumping thing for kids that was decorated w/ Nemo, and I had no clue what it had to do w/ a rally. But on the way back to the bus I saw a sign that said "Bring US Back Home." so it was a rally to bring back the troops, and I guess it was supported by Nemo. I dont know? It didn't make any sense to me unless the people were supposed to bring their kids and let them jump around. But I didn't know Nemo was a liberal. That probably makes Shawna sad and Kelly happy, and me confused. Right guys? I'm really hungry and I should probably call Kylin cause I have no clue when Kat is going to be done w/ whatever today, I think if they started a 9 they should be done by now, but I have no clue. For some reason I had more to say last night, but I can't think of it. I would just like to leave u w/ a note I witnessed last night. Alcohol first affects your reasoning and then your balance. And I have still kept mine, go me!

Freakin Friday

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 18:58:29 GMT

I hate my life, it is a black pit of despair in which I am stuck and unable to escape. Well, maybe not that bad, but my day so far sucks. I like made myself sick about my test I had to take this morning and felt like throwing up, which I didn't and that is good. Unfortunatley I did not do so hot on my exam. I mean I didn't fail but there was so little time to do it. On my first essay she was like u have 5 mins left for it, and I was only half way through the question. I almost freaked. I mean I knew a lot but I just wasn't able to show I knew the stuff in my essays. They r all pretty crappy and i feel sorry for whoever grade my questions because they will probably be lost in what I am talking about. And I realize that I never mention manchtkunst in my essays. Oh well, I did mention power and all of them, because thats abotu all I grasped out of this class, art equal power! But I will drown my sorrows in more ice cream later. I have already had some, but more is good. I live for ice cream, it makes the world go round. Then I will go out tonight and do something and forget about this stupid test and forget about the stupid essays I have to write and my next stupid test on Thursday. I hate mid-terms, and essays, and school, why am I in school. I just wish that I could get all A- in my classes then I wouls have like a 3.6 and that would be ok for law school, but at the rate I am going I am never going to get into law school if thats what I decide. I mean what am I going to do w/ a history degree? I am most certainly not going to teach. Oh, my life is going down the gutter, what ever shall I do?

Dreary Thursday

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 17:54:33 GMT

So its really overcast and foggy today, not to mention on the chilly side. Not my favorite weather. Overcast fine, even a little rain, but it just seems depressing today, maybe because I have a test tomorrow and I am stressing about it. It might help if I was studying for it now instead of this, but I fear studying because then I have to remember that I have a test tomorrow. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really can't write 3 good essays in 45 mins. I mean really,can anyone write that great of any essay in 15 minutes, I really don't think so. I just wish it was friday night, then it would all be over. Yes, thats what I want. I saw a sign today that a guy was holding up on the sidewalk, and it said something like "World Peace through Marajuana." Now see, we've been going about world peace all wrong u guys. Were suppose to smoke weed to promote it. I mean it could work, we'd all be so laid back from getting high off of it that we wouldn't fight. Wrong! But I still found the sign highly humorous. Yes, sometimes I think it is just the signs all over this liberal town that keep me going. Its very amusing to me. Along w/ the fact that my school bookstore sells stress ball that look like President Bush. Its called Smush Bush. Now what other college in the country would have that? Surely nothing in the Springs. Oh, its a good thing that I am not a staunch conservative, I think I would die up here. But I'm enough of a moderate to find certain things amusing, which I know Kelly finds highly amusing. It still need to get u one of those bushes. Why don't u ever remind me? Okay, well I don't have much to say today because I've been sitting in my room. So, bye bye for now.

Signs

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 01:00:10 GMT

Oh, so I just have to post on here some signs I see at school that I enjoy, or things written on the sidewalk in chalk

"Fun with Rubber-Latex Luau"- interesting?
"Vote to Legalize Marujauna in Colorado"-only here would I see 8 by 11 sheets of paper w/ this on it scattered across campus, u might see a sign for it, but not like this
"Anarchist Meeting..."-what anarchists have meetings? is it that a form of organization
"The Progressive Christian Utalitarian Universalists"-What does that mean?
"End Corporate Takeover of CU"- there is some group to that but I forget, oh well its still funny, ok thats it

Wednesday Wonderings

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 23:46:19 GMT

So today was almost like a waste of my time. I really didn't learn much today. Well I did learn that I was a whore, acutally all women are whores. And of course I'm sure u are all wondering how I can possible be this, or why it seems that all women are this way. Well, it must be true if its coming out of a man of God. Absolutely true, so I guess we females just have to face the fact that this is who we are, whores. Now doesn't that anger u in just the slightest bit. we had some preacher guy on campus today, which if he was a cool preacher would have been totally fine w/ me, I believe in God and I believe that people have the right to say whatever they want about religion, etc. However, I do no appreciate the fanatics who come and preach that their word is the write word, blah, blah blah. Like the guy from Kansas who came to Palmer and picketed their attempts to create a club to promote peace or whatever between and gays and straights. It is people like this that irk me. Of course it is people who come up to these idiots and do things back to them that are also idiotic, like place a newspaper on there head, which also irks me. In general, people just bother me. However, I did learn when this preacher guy pulled out a condom that the aids virus is 6 times smaller, I think, than the pores in the condom. If this is true, it just goes to show that u shouldn't have sex w/ people w/ AIDS or HIV, or any STD, and your life will be much for the better. Thats why people should practice super safe sex, instead of safe sex. Yes that is my advice to you all. But I also think that if u want to preach strict religion on people I don't recomment Boulder- hello "liberal town, US." Your ideas may be recieved just slightly better to a more conservative audience, but in general why would you try to persuade people to follow God, w/ saying that God created STDS in order to pay back people who don't follow certain criteria stated in the Bible. I don't know maybe I'm just not as Christian as I'd like to believe, but I just think everyone should be respected for whatever they choose and people shouldn't go around spouting that God created things to pay back people. God loves everyone, whoever they are, what ever they do. Thats why we can repent for our sins. Okay, enough w/ this religious debate I seem to be having w/ myself I have other things to discuss, like I think that its stupid that I got marked off on my map quiz from anthro because I spelled Guatemala- Guatamala. Really its just dumb, I want 15/15, not 14.7/15. I'm me and I like to be perfect, especially since another assignment I recieved back today I got 18/20, and I don't know why. I really need those 2 pts since I never talk in that class and I get graded for talking. Which sucks completely. Jeez, I hate school sometimes. High school was easier sometimes I swear. And I still don't know what I got on my first paper for writing. It would be nice if I ever figured that out so I could now how well I am doing in that class. Okay, I need to do hw now so that I can go to my study session later. I would just like to end this w/ a message I recieved today from my friend eric, you=awesome. And I really am, aren't I?